Relationships are a funny thing. It consumes every part of us. Mind, soul, character.
The hardest challenges I've faced is confronting relationships and the adverse side effects that occurs when we try to fix, mend, or resolve them. I'm often challenged by the willingness to fully disclose my heart and what to compromise with the other person. How much is too much? How much is enough? When I know I can love someone its hard not to hold on so tight. So tight you don't want to let it go. Some would perceive it as smothering...I believe its because I fear loss.
Is it all or nothing?
I think I'm too involved in finding love and making love work, even if it won't find me.
I am Jaded
There are 2 people in this world that have broken my heart. One glaring similarity between these 2 people, was I invested all parts of me. I was willing to become vulnerable to them because I felt that they were worth it. Worth the risk. Broken to the point where I've buried every emotion, every grain of feeling deep down inside the dark corners of my heart. I want to forget, but somehow my heart cannot forgive.
