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Monday, November 10, 2008
Wanting...what I can't have
The desperation, the inspiration. I am challenged everyday by the things I can't have.
Screw that!
Wanting is feeling so full of hope, so full of joy. That yearning, that long awaited satisfaction. Its knowing that what you want is going to be so gratifying that it boils and churns with excitment. You are beaming love. Its the anticipation, that overcomes you. All you can do is think about how much life will be so much better than before.
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................Breathe
That wanting can also be fleeting...It can escape you and leave you stranded...alone....despaired....
You can find yourself... in darkeness that burns a hole in your spirit for the same reasons why you wanted it.
The things that I can't have. Wanting them. Has tortured me. Loathed me...Changed me.
Wanting you is torture...sadness...rithing pain so unbelievable that I can't seek resolve
The things I can't have are haunting me...i'm scared
Screw that!
Wanting is feeling so full of hope, so full of joy. That yearning, that long awaited satisfaction. Its knowing that what you want is going to be so gratifying that it boils and churns with excitment. You are beaming love. Its the anticipation, that overcomes you. All you can do is think about how much life will be so much better than before.
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................Breathe
That wanting can also be fleeting...It can escape you and leave you stranded...alone....despaired....
You can find yourself... in darkeness that burns a hole in your spirit for the same reasons why you wanted it.
The things that I can't have. Wanting them. Has tortured me. Loathed me...Changed me.
Wanting you is torture...sadness...rithing pain so unbelievable that I can't seek resolve
The things I can't have are haunting me...i'm scared
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