Its the 12th day of the new year. Why do I feel like more of a loser? No closer than I was before. Somehow I thought when the ball dropped to signify the new year, things might magically change for me.
Should I pray
Should I meditate
Should I bring offerings to a special diety
I only feel lost, actually more lost than I did before. I just need a glimer of hope a sign even.
I am waiting....
